Aug 24, 2011

|| reasoning ||

Sometimes, I just can't see the reason,
U- don't expect me to be a wizard, or a witch,
to simply knows everything,
Do enlighten me.

p/s: from now till forever.

Aug 22, 2011

|| balls ||

betullah. orang kata dalam hidup ni kena mencuba. kalau tak cuba mana nak tau kan.

jangan kisah apa hasilnya. baik kisahkan usahanya. hasil boleh jadi apa2, tapi usaha x buat tak ada lah.

betul. baik mencuba. aku dah tunggu nak dekat 3 tahun, pagi ni aku cuba. bila aku cuba, the whole burdens yang aku tanggung tahun-tahun tu hilang, aku tak payah menunggu lagi. korang?

baiklah cuba. hahaha:)

from now on, i ll keep the principle. regret of doing nothing: sucks!

Aug 20, 2011

|| shooh ||



photo courtesy: baby-pictures.org

Kosong. Yang tadi rasa macam banyak-banyak bergumpal tiba-tiba macam tak ada bila nak dimuntah.

ok shit. memang kosong. tak hilang. tapi menyorok. tak guna.

Aug 13, 2011

|| remember ||

i had been waiting,
and it was like forever,
but now i believe that I'm done.

keep hoping for others to pray is not enough,
if there's no effort from yourself.

u tahu agama kan, then you should know how things work.

Aug 9, 2011

|| i will never not miss you ||

terbangkan aku bersama apa yang aku mahu,
biar aku perlu mengepak sebesar-besarnya,
biar aku perlu melonjak setinggi dunia,
asal aku diberi terbang bersama dia.

kalau aku lihat engkau,
aku jadi aku yang aku suka.
bila engkau lihat aku,
itu aku belum tahu bila.
aku nafaskan apa yang aku rasa,
sedalam-dalamnya aku hela,
sekuat-kuatnya aku hembus,
biar angin lalu meresap zat dibalik mahu itu,
walau di seberang laut , walau di atas kayangan,
kau akan dilalu angin itu.

Aug 2, 2011

|| land ||

*credit to antiquehistoricalmaps *

From the evening class-

I am sure that i am not a racist. If there's any racism word came from me, it should just be not serious-just kidding sayings.

But today, in the Malawi Studio class, i found that the perception i had on this one group of people is actually not really right.

Why? They were too insecure, they presented their works like people are harassing them (which was not), they treated questions like the questions are insulting them (which was not).

However, i am not a stereotypist, or generalist, but for them (actually for the 'introducer' and 'conclusioner' mainly), who made me slightly changed my perception on your people, please, don't be one of the person who keeps making this land planted with dissatisfactions, hatred and doubts.

Please, accept diversity, and when there is diversity, certain things need to be maintained to keep it diverse. As a friend (Munir) said, how much is enough? When it is enough for you, i fear that it wont be enough for others; then till when? Lets just live, and die peacefully.

|| chat ||